things have been getting better, i still hear voices but atleast their nice and people i know, my friend came over i havent seen in a while, also, i seen katrina, it was fun she didnt make fun of me this time. i still got like nervous and anxiety problems and no insurance so its gonna be hard to work, if i ever can get a job. im gonna try and drink ( Read more... )

today was just like anyother day i guess, giant corporations of witchcraft ripping me apart or so it seems, smoking my life away, and wondering what im gonna do with my life. ummm. im not gonna write anything so im gonna have to rob you and your family to goto college. im be so bored around here. i dont know what to do with myself but i find things ( Read more... )

im clean and sober, i cant work, and my voices answer back, and its like im on a lost journey in my mind and nothing makes any sense and theres nothing to figure out, i have no money to finish school, i need some cocaine, or to get drunk its been way tooo long, my head is all out of air so stop tsssss'ing it,im going to fucking fly a kite next week ( Read more... )

i dont know maybe she just wanted to fuck or something. i dont like it how i find out things late. i havent wrote in here for a while becuz i been writing rap songs like everyday and constantly praying, and waiting for a job to call me back. and its starting to look like itll never happen. and for me theres no future in rapping. my parents are ( Read more... )

well today was bullshit, i stayed up all day and night. then me and bryan were hanging out for lil bit, then katrina comes over and starts smoking everyones cigarettes. And we gotta argue with her, for like half an hour to go get her own, if that aint using someone, jeez. then she takes like 2 shots of vodka, and is acting like a complete fool. So ( Read more... )

things have been goin ok i guess. katrina spent the night the other day and it was great. we were just talking and hanging out all night. i never thought id be watching porn with her, let alone do what we did. it was definately a really great memory. hopefully we'll make some more great memories this weekend. unless i got up north, then i fear i ( Read more... )

my life is such fucking horseshit, just when i stop losing my mind and hearing voices, im gonna get jumped shot or robbed. aint that just the luck. yeah im an asshole life sucks, ill get over it. AND FUCk YOU MUTHAFUCKA.

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today when i woke up i went to my sisters, and played video games and hung out with my family for a lil while and shit, so tomarrow im supposed to fight or something about a girl suckin someones dick. and fuckin which is a bunch of fuckin bullshit, cuz im not getting so why the fuck should i fight someone over this bullshit. FUck you all. ummm hi ( Read more... )

today i had an ok day i guess,i cleaned the fuck out of my room, and thats really good i guess. a saw some old sorta friends kinda. It was nice, i guess, a nice little chat. She gave me a reference for a job. So in a week or so when my urines clean, ill go apply and shit . Itd be nice to have a job. Before i kicked out. Get a car and shit and hang ( Read more... )