I don't remember a lot about my childhood. I suppose my brain developed that way to protect me from certain things I was better off not remembering, which is fine with me. I can look at photographs from family vacations and birthday parties and holidays, but none of it ever clicks and I'm sure my family finds it strange that I have to ask every ( Read more... )

so yeah wow. long time no post

lets see
im in the army now
i live at ft. jackson, sc
i love being in the army
i had my doubts
but im sure i love it now
its fantastic
and i just turned 23

thats about it.

see ya

so yeah. orlando is definitely something else. i cant believe that i was actually bold enough to make the move but as the saying goes, everything happens for a reason. i kinda feel like im living someone else's life right now even though its nothing spectacular. it will take a while for it to sink in that this is where i live now and i am not ( Read more... )

How can I convince you its me I dont like ( Read more... )

so i totally just got the bejesus scared out of me. i was at work going about my own business and all of the sudden the lt. called me into his office. he was like "are you going to take care of this?" and i was like "take care of what?" and he preceded to tell me that there was a warrant for my arrest in calhoun county. so naturally i start ( Read more... )

my new family


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so my excitement level is through the roof right now ( Read more... )

where is everyone? this place is dead.
anyways. i start therapy tomorrow at cheaha mental health center.
i got put on prozac today.
i was told that im suffering from depression and a mild form of ocd

so apparently i suffer from

thanatophobia

and i get to go to the doctor thursday!

im so ready to be treated for this and relieve myself of all this unnecessary grief

out of the 300,000,000 people in this country i had to come across you.

i wanna thank little baby Jesus, who's sittin' in his crib watchin the Baby Einstein videos, learnin' 'bout shapes and colors.

him and his wit