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deep shit
its been weeks. i have a feeling he is ignoring me. was still persistent on bugging him then it hits me. why am i doing this? do i deserve someone who has someone else? can i get the same love as to what i am feeling in return? is he thinking of my feelings and still interested? the answer to all this questions is a plain NO. truth hurts, love ( Read more... ) -
this is it
Wala na yung feelings nya.masakit pero wala naman akong magagawa.i cant force myself to someone not really into me.i fall for him kahit na alam ko masasaktan ako.kelangan na magstart magmove on.
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sign
Siguro tama na nga na hindi nya ako masyadong kinakausap. Ito na siguro yung sign na dapat ko na i-let go ang nararamdaman ko kay koya. In the first place di naman talaga sya magiging akin. May kirot pero wala naman ako magagawa. Anu bang ginagawa ko at hindi pa din ako natutulog hanggang ngaun. Nakakamiss yung convo namin. Dahil magkaibigan lang ( Read more... ) -
fuck
Nakakaiyak na naman.Maraming beses ko na sinabi sa sarili ko na tama na ang pahirapan ko pa ang puso ko, pero ang tigas ko pa din. Ang tanga! Ilang beses ko na din pinipigilan sarili ko na kausapin sya pero bingi pa din ako.Shuta! Kelangan ko ng tulong. Daming mali, na alam ko ako ung masasaktan sa huli pero nagpapatuloy pa din ako. Sobrang tanga ( Read more... ) -
Dear Boo
M,J ( Read more... ) -
joy division
i really think im an emotional sadist. i know i cant handle the emotional pain and yet i still welcome it with open arms. fuck. i thought i am okay but i am not.im a seer liar and a hypocrite. im a coward. i hate feeling this way, so vulnerable i can break. i made a choice to wait, just be on the side but it hurts as hell.. i cant say my true ( Read more... ) -
Right love at the wrong time
it hits me.fuck.piercing.fortunately unfortunate.i fall flat.i want.i lose. -
ansabe??
Bakit ba ako nagkape kanina? Matutulog nalang,dami pang pumapasok sa isip ko.anube ( Read more... ) -
This is an attempt to connect
I have been listening to John Frusciante. I never thought i would get hooked listening to another artist's material as i would with Incubus'. He's so talented and his music is so overwhelming. Thanks to Jake for introducing John's music to my ear. Goodbye Hooray ( Read more... ) -
booo
Bakit ba masyadong malakas pakiramdam ko sa mga bagay bagay????Naiisip ko na agad ung sasabihin ng iba, ung hindi sinsabi ng iba na dapat ko palang gawin.Feeling ko tuloy ang bobo ko na hindi ko na kayang gawin ung mga dapat pala gagawin ko.O dahil may hd lang ako kaya masyadon akong maramdamin,kaaasaarrrr.wititit ko likesarut ang feelingshi na ( Read more... )