i cried my heart out tonight, i havent cried in months, i dont know wether thats good or bad..but i feel like shit right now...and i think i just lost a friendship, all because i didnt want them to hear me cry..

why do i always act so happy and lively?, when on the inside im dying.

why is it , that i have to always put on a smile for people, whenever, on the inside, i am just screaming, my heart shredding to pieces, ive cried so much i feel i am out of tears. i am beginning to go numb, losing all feeling, losing hope, emotions, everything i held on to , to keep me going, and some how i manage to still fake a smile, to please ( Read more... )

wow. today has been so boring. ive been sick so i have nothing to do. its driving me insane. i woke up, read a book, watched cartoons, and now im typing this.

wow, i am really quite bored. ::la~di~da:: my head still hurts from yesterday, i was at a chinese resturant and guess what?? i was bored! (no way, right?) ok, so i got a packet of sugar and poured it into a spoon and snorted it for fifty cents (from a friend) ,,,,...yea...i ended up getting a nose bleed then throwing up in the bath room....pathetic ( Read more... )

I don't believe in love, and i don't believe in relationships either,
just thought i would let everyone know

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