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So many thoughts are racing through my head.... i want to just scream... I have never felt so hurt... i feel like my heart has jus torn to pieces and i feel like just giving up on life. Its so degrading to know you just arent good enough... to want something so bad and yet its just too far out of reach... but as the days keep moving on... slowly ( Read more... ) -
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Dealing with the lost of jon and dennis is hard... I cant believe either of them are gone, i dont know what to do. I never really liked dennis, but i never ever wanted him to die, and Jon, my homie... i cant believe he's gone now... FNF misses him, but mostly myself, and Bean are having the hardest time getting over this... theres nothing anyone ( Read more... ) -
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I am so in love... I cant believe any of this is happening to me. Everything is going absolutely perfect, with the exception that I wish I could see her more..... Then again, if that happened then all I would do is spend everyday day/hour/minute with her... Holy shit.... I am in love... -
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I wish you knew how I really feel, but its so haed to put in words...my thoughts are scattered and my head is throbbing. I love you with all my heart... I dont know what else to say....im sleeping now -
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For once I feel like I dont need anything else in my life. My life could not be going better with skateboarding and Reyna. Its all like a dream, and it all just keeps getting better and better... -
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Today is the day of the Cal State Finals, and I am so fuckin nervous, however I'm almost posotive i am going to walk away with the $1000 in my pocket. I cant stop thinking about Reyna, and i hope shes wishin me luck... Whenever you read this babe I LOVE YOU! Well I have to get ready... -
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Alot happened today, i thought that shit was for sure fucked up, but it all turned out good. I think it all happened just to show me how i really feel about her, only because when it came down to almost happening, i felt lost. My heart dropped, and I feared that one moment to come. I never felt so horrible. I was so happy to know that we can look ( Read more... )