I know right down to my fucking guts that all I want to do is be somewhere else but I'm too cowardly to just take a step to get me away. I'm being such a baby for someone who's always been so ready to just grow.

oh yeah, that speeding ticket i posted about months ago was dismissed.
johnny law can't bring me down

So I'm graduating in 9 days.
I'm having a party at my mom's in New Port Richey starting around 3 pm or so.
I'm expecting a good amount of food, fun, and drinks and drunk family members and any of you that want to come to come.

Last night I was driving 50(on cruise control) in a 45 and some jerkoff cop that was following me for maybe 10 seconds from a few hundred feet away pulls me over and gives me a ticket for going 15 over ( Read more... )

The dream I had last night proves that I either :

A. want to be in a lot of slow-motion action sequences or

B. think I can escape, without harm, from just about any situation.

I can't wait until this week is over.

In three days I've done more running than I have in any given month over the last year

( this was on the back porch yesterday )

I'd rather smoke than drink ( Read more... )

if you ever realize you might be a very important part of someone's life you should make sure you don't ever forget it.

i wonder if there are any nail clippings embedded in this thick carpet i have from the guy who used to live here

i really hope i don't end up being one of those little aggressive and defensive guys with something to prove even though i dont have to prove a fucking thing, especially since anyone i would actually have to prove something to isn't worth a damn anyway. it just seems like ive had my guard up lately, maybe taking myself a little too seriously ( Read more... )

I've been pretty happy since March.
( December is the wrong month to want to be naked )