man its been a while since ive updated this thing maybe cause only one person reads it (hi Jen)well i have a new G/F her name is carly mcallum shes really cool and we hang out all the time as of posting this we have been going out for a little over a month schools almost back in an that really sucks just the thought im staying in milford cause my ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from Jens birthday barbecue family thingy and I got to tell you it didnt start well jen and her mom got mad at each for something stupid that I did I should have just left shit alone but im like retarded so I asked Jen if she wanted to come to lunch with me and my mom cause my mom wanted to see her open her present so I started ( Read more... )

Seriously how come everytime I try to hang out with jen EVERYTHING goes wrong that possibly could the car breaks down, her mom decides that she cant do it at the last minute etc. GOD this is so frustrating i wish my house was taller so i could jump out the window then jen has to lie to me she's all like im goin to take a shower an 2 seconds later ( Read more... )

AHHHH ever since i moved into my moms house its been one thing after the other its definetly alot harder than I expected to see Jen ( were going back out by the way cause shes amazing and im just amazingly stupid) I got my liscense but i still cant drive cause I have no insurance nor do i have a car my mom is constantly talking down to me like im ( Read more... )

dont you just love it when people think there so smart they say theyll call you and then they do and it takes you two seconds to long to get to the phone so u know they know to call you if u miss it cause ur expecting theyre call but they dont call you back cause there fucking gay and obsessed with the internet lifes funny sometimes and theres ur ( Read more... )

saturday was so much fun me and jen went to downtown milford and we were looking for a mothers day gift for my mom but all the stores were closed cept for like starbucks and the dollar store so we ate coney island and then we went an got my moms gift from starbucks and then we went for a really fun walk in the park she looked so beautiful man i ( Read more... )

todays me an jens 7 months thats awesome cept for the fact that jen was just kind of mean to me online and i didnt get to see here today or at least we got to prctice an go see amityville horror

well this weekend was pretty good cept for friday saturday hung out with jen my favorite hobby sunday jammed with my friends and had a relaxing day downside i have to go back to my dads tonight im not gonna let him fuck up my high school career

OMG today was so awesome i went to central park with jen and had a really great time just being with her and looking at her beautiful face i mean we didnt really even do much warched some kids play kickball, climbed on the jungle gym, got donuts, starbucks, fries and walked around but some how it was more than that maybe its cause we havent really ( Read more... )

6 months the day that was suppose to be really graet is horrible and now i cant stop crying an i wanna i dont know what i wanna do but im scared i cant see the keyboard cause im fucking crying and