im so fucking sick of people

theres not too many people that i actually like anymore
kae, my band, and a few other people
i can put up with others.

i wish i could tell everyone that i didnt like, that i didnt like them

big slap in the face about why i fucking hate you

so yeah, all i've done for the last 3 days is play guitar and write.
i find myself thinking a lot more than usual,
probably because i sit at home and have nothing else to do.

ive realized that a lot of things piss me off.
really small things, and you'd think they wouldn't matter.

school blows, its the easiest year ive had for a long time though ( Read more... )

everything i write im going to end up keeping to myself.

if thats the way the world wants it then fuck you all.

mor got invited to play congress

kile and ed cant

fucking bummer

idk how they know about us, or how they got my number

half the time i dont even know it.

and today i was starting to think that i didnt have a chance

thanks for the reminder

today really fell apart. its ironic how things happen, but i guess my band just isnt meant to play shows yet. i love everyone who came out to see us even though we couldnt play and i love auden for being such cool dudes. i hope you feel better soon joe perez it makes me sad to see you not laugh as much as you usually do ( Read more... )

so kae and i cleaned my room really good today. then rosco comes in at 4 in the morning when i finally lay down to sleep and fucking pisses all over my futon and my down comforter then runs to the other side of the house, while pissing. just what i fucking needed.

my band is doing really well, we have recieved a JBL Power Amp thanks to drew's dad and it seems like it gave us a little more ambition. i feel like im being conceeeded but we sound really good and its just going to continue to get better. the past couple weeks have been really really awesome and this might be the longest time ive been happy for ( Read more... )

i havent writtin in here for a while, and for the most part things have been very good. i recieved my third ipod, my band is doing really well, jp and i have been hanging out a lot, and we finally sat down and got the acoustic project rolling. my hair is getting natural highlights and i like it. i started playing counter strike again and i'd ( Read more... )

things have been good lately. my band just keeps getting better and i continue to think and strive for my dreams. ive been playing a lot of CS and skating and playing guitar. i wrote a pretty acoustic song that will soon be used for the band, its a good song. tomorow is practice and then sunday guitar lessons.