I was trying to pull items out of the cupboard to donate....
Then a bottle of BBQ sauce fell out of the cupboard, smashed my beverage, and liquid went EVERYwhere.....
That was fun to clean up. You know i'm lying... 

I  don't really know how to explain it....
Spiritualized somehow managed to separate from the trauma. I think it might be because I listened to him before I met assface in person?

I still can't listen to doves...i try, but then just end up sobbing.
the show I went to years upon years ago was amazing....but that was when things were still good. then ( Read more... )

I love them. they know it and give zero fucks.
i'm in an abusive relationship. lol

8k to replace the flooring (not including the destroyed sub-floor that needs to be replaced). 15k to fix the busted and destroyed kitchen cabinets. haven't been able to get an estimate on the walls or ceiling yet... but not promising.  my tenants were trash humans that destroyed my apt. how the fuck does someone live like that? 

the tenants are FINALLY moving out....fiiiiiiiinaaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyyyy.....
after this nightmare, i don't think i'm ever going to rent again. it is so not worth the destruction that occurs. after they leave, the entire apt is going to need to be gutted. it's gonna cost a small fortune to undo the damage. jfc... fyi, paying rent on time does NOT ( Read more... )

if i don't close it, it's still there the next day....why yes, that is how tabs work.

firstly, i'm gonna let the hellbeasts out and smoke a cig (the first cig in three days) because i have so much GD anxiety about an upcoming trip. i got bold and now have regrets.... maybe everything will be great and there will be no issues with the reservation and the monsters. i doubt that....100% but we'll find out soon enough...

but three posts in a row is ABSURD...
perhaps i won't close the tab and rant endlessly??

small story:

the house on the corner (two from mine), was sold about, a year ago? the new owners are black. i had no idea, i don't really interact with my neighbors very much (nor do i care). the neighbor behind me i'm cool with, he has three dogs and gardens, occasionally gives me garlic and zucchini (i've politely declined the tomatoes). welp, ( Read more... )

ok, not for nothing, this is a new LJ experience.

i shall embrace it after it took me 25 minutes to figure it out....i'm an old, it happens...

here's what i love....

former hookup (i hate myself for even entertaining a relationship), who is now actually engaged to someone else now, reached out to me (after he blocked me on whatsapp), wanting to see ( Read more... )