it is snowing out alot. so problably no show tonight. i have beenn feeling a shit load better the past month, but oddly enough have more to be bummed about. i called some number i found at good will that was titled "nipples" and the dood called me back today and said he was a government agent and i was so tired i told him i found it at goodwill ( Read more... )

the past two weeks have been way better. its been a pretty exciting few weeks as well.

this girl has a hold on me

i am going nuts here. the state of mind is fucking dying. the attraction is wearing thin. the only thing thats left is my love of music and emotional attachment to it. not a building, not buildings, full of kids who are just as fucked up as i am but don't care enough to do anything about it. as long as i struggle i won't shit my life away. i ( Read more... )

me and derek are going to eiffel tower this bitch. get ready to buy us beer.

fucking tragedy. pay attention now. im sad, angry, overly happy and in love. i am drunk with anger that my time is only worth 7 dollars an hour. i waste my time being brain dead when i could be creating and experiencing. idealistic kyle, mr. man. suck my fat dick, idealistic? you don't even know what that word means. labor money money money ( Read more... )

i grooved to autumn leaves for a few hours today. fucking nasty

i have been slipping in and out of a horrible depression. i am just going to drown it with more bass i guess and hope it goes away.

bloody fingers from stand up playing. my bow came too...exciting. i am feeling a little bit better

school is fucking weird. i have a weird gut feeling and it makes me feel weird sometimes. i play stand up alot now, i think it may take president over electric very soon. i either have a hernia, pulled groin mustle, or testicular cancer because my right nut and thigh has been killing me like a bitch. wish me luck!!!