over the past few weeks things have gotten clearer. everything anyone has feared is coming to be: peak oil, lack of care in the central government, disaster and suprise, most suprising of which suprise. when you palce a city 10 feet below sea level and expect it not to be destroyed you are a fucking dreamer. thounsad dead and the count rising. ( Read more... )

wake up. shower. rogaine. shave. look sharp, today is the day. prepare the most clever lines for my new online love, and sit and wait. i have expression and art ten feet away, but i would rather wait. bored, wendy's, taco bell, food, anyhting to settle my stomach that is aching for anything but food and waiting. so i wait, i foget about logic ( Read more... )

i re strung my bass. thats the best news you could ever hear.

school is a few weeks away. i am pretty excited. i have classes, and so does anyone else who has school. i am really having troubles keeping myself in tune with reality, but i am up to a scattered 30 minutes a day of not living in my own world. i have been reading. taoism, cryptozoology. i think i should start reading some bass books. i like ( Read more... )

i was sitting, in this same spot, nothing special happening and it hit me. i have invented a world for myself that is fitting and exciting, but underneath it all, is not real. this isn't the kind of world that is used in a story to inspire or insite, it is just a place i have used for a while now to escape alot of things. i can stare for hours ( Read more... )

I love Jessica Beth Rosario.
Really.
She is my best friend.
And I love her.

She is writing this and wicked stupid.
Hi, I'm Jess. USM is boring.

BFF!!!Really though ( Read more... )

this is my last livejournal entry ever and i am glad

this shit is never going to end.

it has been really depressing around here, i really can't complain because the majority of it is my own fault. i have fucked up to many times and i am just done with it, i am done feeling guilty for shit that i did knowing what would happen and shit thathas happened to me, i can control one, but somehow that is where my judgement always gets ( Read more... )

plans for tonight
record mega hit single
go crazy
start writting a new story
find soda to drink alot of, i fucking love soda
saterday i am going to vermont,if you want to go, i can pick some people up in concord, all i need is a few bucks for gas