the show is today and i'm starting to get nervous. i hope things go well and the 300+ fliers get a little bit of attendence. life is getting better. problems are working themselves out and one is going to end very soon.

well. i tryed to make things work out how i wanted them to; i didn't succeed. my main problem/cause of depression is working itself out. it's amazing how hearing something, even if it's not what you want to hear, is way better than wondering how things are. we are friends.

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narrow down every song you love into one that personifies all the music you listen too. be it one that defines you or one that you can always rock out to. i have to do this for my music appreciation class and i was wondering what everyone else would use. i've got mine narrowed down to about 7 songs ( Read more... )

retard sandBOX. we finally practiced again today and got 3 cover songs down. we have like 3 originals that we are alomst done with instrument parts. moms in the hospital. i'm home alone... goodie.
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this was pointless

pictures of me one year ago... it's sad

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we had our late date last night. it didn't start out that way. you can't just expect two people to switch off their emotions for one another. we went to the normal places that we have been to on dates before. it felt like a revisit to the first date. that awkward feeling of a first date. not knowing limitations. i felt better afterward. it felt ( Read more... )

if we both still have the same feelings for each other than why end it? how can such feelings be divided for two people? they can't, they couldn't and shouldn't. a decision had to be made and i liked my odds so i hung around. i put my emotions at stake and lost. her gut told her to choose him. not to not choose me. i wish she didn't care for me. i ( Read more... )

girls should come with their own set of directions

slept over at adam's house last night. i wanted to be with courtney but she had made other plans. it was a blast. not much to say really. we basiclly just hung out. i think the most people that were there at one time was 20, if that many. i like small partys. i got to met some cool people. just new years hugs for me sadly. turned out she wanted to ( Read more... )