I had a really nice talk with Tarhebus tonight. *soft smiles* Sometimes I really have to wonder, if he and I had taken time to actually get to know each other, maybe things would have turned out different ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have to wonder about Mom's judgement. I mean seriously, she puts herself in some really dangerous places! Like the house of a psychic vampire who would have loved nothing more than for her to leave Dad, move to PA and become a part of her cult? Doe this sound like a safe place to be? Nooooooo! I mean DUH Mom ( Read more... )

I guess I'm slowly being forgotten by the rest of the world. Mama and Daddy are already planning for their first baby and I guess that's why I'm feeling like this. I know I can't be born to them. The complications would just be far too great. Cian and I will stay here and let someone else be born, but who? Myteori doesn't seem too thrilled about ( Read more... )

I finally told him the truth, and now... well now I almost wish I hadn't... I made him cry, and I could feel the pain he was feeling... But what else could I have done? I don't love him. I never have ( Read more... )

I wanna come home...

I don't have much time, but I just wanted to let you all know, I'm not gone, dead, etc... I'm... well, I'm okay. I guess it's more of a matter of where I am... Well, I'm not sure how much I am really allowed to share... I am alright though. I'd like to come home, but I don't know if or when that will be possible. I miss you all very much.

Kyli

Mama found the site where my pics came from again and found me two more. *smiles ( Read more... )

Tarhebus has left... He was with Cionne last night and afterwards ignored me. Also, the other day, when asked to choose between me and Tine' he chose her, so I guess I'm alone again ( Read more... )

Today was really hard ( Read more... )

It hurts, so much, but I know it's for the best, but still it hurts, so damn much.