I'm starting to think I have never in my life had a best friend. All these times I've wanted one, maybe they are overrated. The expectations... It's just a trap for failure. I'm not what they want me to be, and never will be.

i cant hope enough for that kind of ending...

I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon. I’m just stuck inside the gloom. 4 more exits to my apartment but I am tempted to keep the car in drive, and leave it all behind. Cause I wonder sometimes, about the outcome of a still verdictless life. Am I living it right?

just really aggrivated and confused... and honestly dont feel like talking to ANYONE... and cant seem to get words out...but trying to type anyways ( Read more... )

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im really tired. i took a nap tonight...a nap. for god's sake i do not nap. its funny though because im awake....yet...tired? i hate getting like that. i feel like i cant function, yet, if i go to bed it'll be meaningless ( Read more... )

i swear i battle with episodes of depression.... i seriously cant psychologically figure myself out... i guess everyone goes through this shit, but i guess i just let it affect me a lot more than other people ( Read more... )

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Okay so I havent written anything in a while.. I do not even know where to begin... Its a rainy day; a rainy week. While Cait loves this--I hate it. I got into a rut last week where I formed a new sleeping pattern which consisted of going to bed at 3am every night--good for the social life, bad for the Kym. Started Thursday night and lasted into ( Read more... )