I am kind of seeing someone, but he lives a ways away and I don't get to see him often, that and I have my doubts of both him and myself... so basically put: "The world is full of shitty people, myself included, and you can't trust anyone... not even yourself." And I mean sure he says he loves me but more often than not my mind wanders to the worst of things and I fear things will not last... I am however full of hope, but that just means if things do go awry I will just be that much more crushed in the end...
Distance is a pain. Proximity isn't always any better though; you can have trouble getting time to yourseld when you need it. The world is indeed full of shit, and I'm kinda fed up of wading through it looking for a diamond that probably doesn't exist for me. It does seem like your mind is giving rise to doubts about this guy more than the guy himself. If there's any way to er... switch that part of your brain off (way easier said than done I know) it may help?? You seem like a really nice guy. Romantic if the above is anything to go by and from the pictures I've seen I doubt many people would have reason to object at your looks. You deserve some happiness.
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How can you be single?!
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Proximity isn't always any better though; you can have trouble getting time to yourseld when you need it.
The world is indeed full of shit, and I'm kinda fed up of wading through it looking for a diamond that probably doesn't exist for me.
It does seem like your mind is giving rise to doubts about this guy more than the guy himself. If there's any way to er... switch that part of your brain off (way easier said than done I know) it may help??
You seem like a really nice guy. Romantic if the above is anything to go by and from the pictures I've seen I doubt many people would have reason to object at your looks. You deserve some happiness.
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