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Life be a cruel mistress
The storm is coming and I am not prepared.
In other news!
Ive been getting more into my art lately, check it, this shit is sick!
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Thoughts of futures to come.
If there was a way, to have what you wanted what would you choose? I was laying on the porch this morning staring at the light polluted sky, trying to make out the small patterns I once memorized as a child. They now seem unfamiliar to me and so distant... I felt as though I was looking in a mirror and what I was seeing wasn't me. It's tough... ( Read more... ) -
Why is functional worth more than sustainability?
These passed months have been a real roller coaster in the life of me. I've seen people come and go, watched the never ending inhalation of a species, and took some time to listen to the people I really care about to make some sense of who I am. I feel I have lost my place among the people of this wretched place, and even after learning of some ( Read more... ) -
Rain and snow...
It never ceases to amaze me how it can rain an entire day without discretion, especially on days that you had something planned. Fuck, so much for getting out of the apartment ( Read more... ) -
UPDATES!!!
To anyone that may still read this well, I just want to show you how I'm doing and what I've been up too!
This is me.
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SO!
I never got the job and I am back to square one. Bleh, never mind that shit, it pisses me off, I would have sworn that job was mine, I was even buddies with the owner. What is wrong with me? I suppose it is classified as a 'cool' job, but you know... bullshit ( Read more... ) -
Now that I am not feeling utterly depressed!
I will write a little of what has been going on in my life!
Well lets see... where to begin...
The last couple months have been a nightmare from collections calling constantly, to the fact that finding a job right now is almost impossible. Just this last Feb has probably been one of the most taxing months on both me and my relationship. Alex has ( Read more... ) -
What I've become...
Looking back I never thought I would end up where I am today. Broke, in debt, jobless... it really is a miracle I am not homeless. I've accomplished nothing in the last 22 years really worth mentioning, and have very little work experience by today's standards. Finding a job is near impossible right now, and my will to keep going is ever ( Read more... ) -
I don't know?
There has to be something wrong with me... I need to make myself better, but I really don't know what to do. This is a hard time for me, well, and everybody I know. Times are shit right now, the quality of life is plummeting. Even for me, one who has never really known any kind of wealth. So much that I was prosecuted for stealing thousands of ( Read more... ) -
I never post anything happy...
Still on the hunt for work, so far all I've heard back from as far as jobs go all seem like get rich quick scams ( Read more... )