So most of my X-mas plans were canceled due to unforeseen weather which has kinda got me bummed but it's whatever. I did do something though, I went out to dinner with Alex's family and needless to say that was a little awkward... that's all I am really going to say about that. I don't have a job anymore, so I couldn't afford X-mas presents for ( Read more... )

The last couple days have been hell, my job is saying they no longer want me because of the way I look and I have changed a LOT just to work there mind you. I no longer believe I can work there anyways simply because I am sick and tired of being told how I look, and I believe if one more thing is said about it I will snap and freak out go on a ( Read more... )

So I didn't lose my job but it's worse than ever. So I am looking for new work atm. Anyone know of anything better than gamestop ( Read more... )

SO, I probably lost my job at gamestop today, we will see in the very near future... The reason being? A: My manager is a douche-ass loner retard, a 40 year old virgin who still plays warhammer and reads manga, and is jealous of me cause I am far more attractive than he. And B: Simply because I cannot "fallow the dress code" at gamestop, though ( Read more... )

Well the last two days have been interesting to say the least. Me and Alex got to spend some together time frying on mushies again, and really, relationship wise, it is actually quite therapeutic. I've not felt this relaxed in days, nor have I ever loved him more. Now that I've got all my crazies out I just feel happy about everything he does ( Read more... )

Of my brain turning off,,,

"Cshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

So just cleaning up my b/f's place cause I know it will make him happy when he gets up...

Hmmm, nothing really going on in the life of me lately, paying off my debts, and every once in a while gettin' fucked up with my friends...
To be honest...
I am more than happy.
Both with they way things are headed, and with my Alex! <3's

Loved.
Me and Alex have been going steady for 7 months and I have never been more happy. Everything about him is perfect and the fact that we've never had a single quarrel or argument is fantastic. LoL Finally posting some good news in here. ^_^

Not that many I know really even read my journal anymore, but for those that may I'll tell you a little about how I've been. I've finally met a boy I really "LOVE" it's been about 5 months now since we first met at a house party at my place, and hooked up in a drunken state. Heh it's kinda funny I should have taken this approach from step one ( Read more... )

I am lost and I don't care anymore!!!

I'm waiting for a sign,
And to leave this place behind...
Where no one knows my name.

And later we'll come down,
We'll both break down and try...
To say our last... goodbye.