When I'm high, drunk, or next to the one I love... I wish I could choose the more healthy of the three.

Well considering the fact that I've been sitting alone for hours, I am somewhat depressed ( Read more... )

Seriously, head over heals for this guy... And I love him... And I wanna make babies... but he seems so adimant about us being 'friends' I am scared to ask him to be mine. If he says no, I'll be crushed and it'll be another several years before I get over it... maybe friends isn't so bad so long as I am getting the benefits *sigh* I dream of him ( Read more... )

Well things are settling down in my life a little finally. I have a place to stay finally, and a car to drive. I have a job, and my friends ( Read more... )

So, I don't really have a place to live right now so I will prolly only be around very sparingly. Anyone looking for a room mate?

I am so sick of living here and being hated by tod... I mean it get so irritating I have started actually doing mean things to him, and I really don't think that helps with what little friendship we may have had... He just really irritates me and I really irritate him, and life would just be better if I weren't living here ( Read more... )

Well, mine was awsome ( Read more... )

So I specifically ask for fathers day off and guess what, it's the ONLY fucking day I work, talk about spitage... so that means I work all this weekend woo hoo!

It's sad, how I can be completely surrounded by friends and family that love me, yet I still feel so lonely all the time.

I don't know why it is always so hard for me...

So yeah, been a not so good weekend for me, first I get kicked outta my own house, getting paid for it by my mother none the less so I don't rip my stepfathers head off, then after I do I get random phone calls from my family telling me I am pissing everyone in the house off and that I need to leave. So yeah, that was friday... Then on saturday it ( Read more... )