lately. im just happy. fuck it all! honestly, yes there are things im bothered by, but ive learned to just say fuck it all in fucking awesome. i will never again be so low of hurting my self ever again, I will live. i will survive. and i will do whats best for me and mine. my life status. fuck it all just live, and live it to the fullest. <3 ( Read more... )

im busy doing everybody else favors that i find it hard to even think about myself. and then when i do think about myself, everyone i do favors for is just to busy to pay it forward. sometimes. i feel like i couldnt possibly be more alone. i feel for my mom i know shes hurting, so i get that she wouldnt be able to do much, but honestly u cant watch ( Read more... )

how do i fix us. we dont connect at all. i feel like the only connection we had was drugs. now we dont do them and were just awful together. i mean dont get me wrong were both quite amazing parents, but im talking bout straight up us. we dont talk. except to bitch about bills or what have you. theres nothing their anymore. not even trust. yeah ( Read more... )

why not talk in live journal,, like NO one uses it anyways, today has been okay, i was able to clean the kitchen really well, and shane did the laundry and i folded it, it was such a wonderful "work together" experience i hate going down in the basement ( Read more... )

my brother is seriously the most ungrateful POS ive ever had the PLEASURE of knowing! Like how can you be fucking 25yrs old and still act like a 16yr old brat? like my dad bends over backwards to try and help you and you treat him like shit because as you put it "daddy never tells me he loves meee" get the fuck over yourself. anyways there like ( Read more... )

so im never on this thing,, but i figured hey what the heck i feel like rambling ( Read more... )

so i havnt check in to this is a while, its weird because i forgot i had one, and just just just remembered.work is going good right now. my boss and i are geting along for the first time in like 8 months. but im also getting trained in the meat dept. yay. and if i like it, im getting promoted to meat. yay for more money. gah i have to work a 6 a.m ( Read more... )

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im so happy today,.. im like in another world. this is the world i call home. i painted my nails yesterday and i think im gonna put on some make up, i feel so good about myself, but its only once in a while when i have these day wear nothing could bother me because im in my center, i've found myself and i finally dont feel lost.. this past year was ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||| 36% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||| ( Read more... )