That girl that is bought and sold for nothing more then a carton of beer.

I'm becoming that girl...that girl that stays becaus it makes you happy.
It's a girl i don't like. 
I thought being with you wouldn't be like this. Yes you love me and I love you.
But i thought you'd be the guy that bought me nice things, showed me love in all ways.
Bought me ( Read more... )

I wish i had wings......
Wings to be free.
Wings to fly away....


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I wish i had wings......
Wings to be free.
Wings to fly away....


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i cryed today.
i cryed for the first time since i can remeber, well since that day.
i saw the circus, the circus we went to so many times even though we were scared of clowns.
it was then that i relised just how muh i miss you, having you to talk to and to share our secrets, to do the little things with. 
i wish you were here......

what do i do??
it all just seems so wrong now.......
i don't know what to do anymore or what i want.........
i'm so confused, the more i think the more i think its a bad idea and i can't do it.
i can't go on the way we are.
what do i do??

so i went evploring in the city on monday and this is what i found at the new art gallary.

http://s41.photobucket.com/albums/e288/kyroar_89/art%20gallery/

so i don't have much to say.  i'm tired all the time, i dont sleep good and i miss my cat and my boyfriend and all the things im used to having around me. i've lost interst in so much, i hvaent picked up a paint brush since i got here. i've got no thoughts or happiness. my life has become a routein, always the same. get up in the moring get on my ( Read more... )

so its been awhile, but what can i say ive been busy. going to school, going to work. i made a friend at college, shes very much like a dear friend of mine, she remindes me alot of her. but its okay i dont mind i like her. shes fun to be with and we have fun together. so my first week of college is over and it was a long hard week, but its easer ( Read more... )

its almost the end of the week, woot im so so tired and im not used to walking up all these hills but im getting there. i walk up and down them all day in the city. im working all weekend which is good i like to work wiht my aunty ots fun, and easy money cause it easy work. 
im so evecited i get to go home soon well to see my boy for four days ( Read more... )

so today was like all the days that have been around at home cold, windy and rainy. it was a chilly 17 degrees on the way home for the city today at like 4pm. something different. 
so i started my course today and i like it its something that i enjoy and that i understand i hope i do well in it.