Ok it's been so long since i've written in here I dont even know if anybody still uses this site. It's sept. 5th and it's a bit chilly where i am right now. West Virginia is a country in of itself. I dont recommend anybody living here for any long period of time. The people here are about 30 years behind the rest of the country and slower than ( Read more... )

Hey guys just thought i would update you guys who may still read this. I've gotten on with the federal government. I work with the Department of Justice (Federal Prisons). I'll be moving to west virginia soon. Yeah you heard me west viginia. Anyways i've got just over a year left in the guard then i'm out. Later folks.

well i've gotten one step closer in getting on with toyota i go for a physical today and a drug test tomarrow. I know it will be hard work but the pay will be worth it. There is a case of MRCA going around town People at aprils bank got it and i think i might have gotten it from here. They say it's like a staff infection that is communicable. ( Read more... )

one less friend i have. I made best friends with Kelsey. And tonight that all ended. Though i say tonight i think it was a work in progress. I've caught her lying to me but she never knew. It's ok though. I kept an open mind while she delt with this work thing. still she left me out. And thats fine. maybe part of it had to do with she ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was so amazing out. sun heat hardly any clouds. i spent the day packing my stuff and moving it over. I couldnt get ahold of Kelsey. I guess she's ignoring me now or soemthing cus it went from 4 rings to get to her voice mail to 2 rings and then shutoff completely. oh well she knew i needed her help and so iknow what i can expect ( Read more... )

well i've started packing. cloths items i wanna take. It sucks not having a car. I doubt when i move that i'll hve much problem though. I will if i get the place i want only be a 1 or two from work so i can walk and run...get my ass in shape. I will save up for a while and get a used car when it comes to it. My mom and i but heads every day it ( Read more... )

well last friday night my mom got into it. bad...about the shit demon of the dog. Mom left...and then i left and then the dog shit everywhere. SInce i didnt clean it up and wont accept blame i have till this friday to move out. we will just have to say. i've set up a place to rent but i cant afford to till the end of hte month or beginning of ( Read more... )

Well i decided that i would move to this journal name. the other one is 3 years old abouts and really was a different person than i am now. this one is 4 months old at the most and i've changed so much but i like the name so i will keep it ( Read more... )

i always knew i'd be lost without nikki. But i guess today i got my first taste of just how much being without her makes me feel. I almost want to throw up. I know she's stressed out and i really think part of it is me. I havent talked to her all day and i know that is partially becuase of me. She is my world. I love her with all my heart and ( Read more... )

Well now. It's sunday and there for awhile i thought this would be my last sunday off but it wont be :) Nikki and i are going to go to a comedy show tonight. SHould be good. I am looking at nikki now do her hair and it just make me fall in love with her all over again. She is so beautiful and has so much going for her. Even my mom said she ( Read more... )