why is it so hard to meet mature people? i'm not sure i understand. is it really that hard to be mature about things. i myself am not very responsible. only when i need to be, but why is it so hard to be mature? is it simply the inability to cope with life that lets us try to deny it? i'm not sure i understand... i wish i could have someone explain ( Read more... )

so as to an update on how life is going: it goes pretty dang well. so i'm hanging out with dustin & joe calls me right as i'm about to text him. he tells me that he got a gig. that's pretty cool seeing as i don't think he's had a gig since i knew him. good enough to have a gig yeah, but he just never had one. well i suppose he just got the big one ( Read more... )

it's a sad sad day when you can't decide between WoW or sleep...

i don't think i really understand people. i mean i really don't. i don't understand what drives them. i don't understand how they think. why they feel. i just don't get it. especially when i'm in an incredibly pissed off mood & i put up my away message on aim "i'll destroy you" everyone laughs at it & says something like "oh no! please don't ( Read more... )

well i'm not single any more. met an amazing girl at wayne. her name's tova. it's about it for now. resucked into WoW with joe. as i'm playing now i should get going. take it easy to everyone reading this. in such a good mood. probably more later. take care.

when was the last time someone cared about you? when was the last time someone asked, honestly, how you were doing? when was the last time someone went out of their way to do something for you? something, anything at all. when was the last time you did something for someone? when was the last time you cared? when was the last time you asked? ( Read more... )

fucking ups and downs.

oh der! what i actually wanted to post. a transformer blew up around 10 am this morning 3-4 miles away giving the sound of thunder. now i really really really want a thunderstorm. i was going to go run around in the rain, but it's too cold so there was no rain. i miss thunderstorms. a lot. g'night all & have fun & say safe on break.

really good mood recently. although i'm still angry at some friends for NEVER PICKING UP THEIR PHONE! i can say that but they don't read this so they won't know UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY ANSWER THEIR PHONE OR CALL ME BACK!!! *sigh* so yeah, made some really cool new friends in students for israel and hopefully i'll get to hang out with them more. ( Read more... )

so i guess that crush didn't work out and it wasn't even my fault! huzzah! that never happens. she's just a bit mixed up and isn't ready as well as she still has a thing for an old boyfriend. sound familiar? me & lena. it's alright, we're great friends now and she got a new job. i'm happy for her. haven't been to karate in sooooo long it's ( Read more... )