there is no point hiding away anymore. i dont care what people think and criticize about me. go ahead. i have my own life and ill live with it. ive came to a conclusion that i must get over it. i just must do it. i cant feel this way every single day. making my life miserable and everyone else around me the same.

im sorry to everyone that ive caused ( Read more... )

a little something something from my new blog.

u know what? eve has the exact same lip balm as she does. i smelled it and oh my God, it reminded me of her all over again.

widad bought me nutella from singapore!!

i dont want to cause anymore pain to anyone. its just wrong.

rick.

i dont think its a good idea doing this anymore. writing a blog would just stir things up among strangers that dont know me at all ( Read more... )

all of u wait and see. i will change. just wait. u'll the the improvement in me in a week. ill be so different no one would realize its actually me. just u wait.

i feel empty. i just did the biggest mistake and lost two of my closest friends, pik and jac. i over reacted and that cost me the only people that understands me the best. feeling empty inside isnt the best feeling in the world. i wish i just stop studying and just enjoyed my life with what i have now. not caring about anything at all. just running ( Read more... )

a rather uninteresting day today. hehehe ( Read more... )

i attended a talk last night and it motivated me to scam. it was about the piramid scam where u start off with rm2500. give it away to someone above u, and take more money from people below u. how cool is that? so yeah. so i met a lovely girl by the name of timy last night. introduced by one of my girl friend. shes very motivated in doing this ( Read more... )

these few days, i have had the longest shower in my whole life. just standing there and letting the water run through my whole body. really a calming solution i found ( Read more... )

i was suppose to go out today with my mum to kota tinggi. the place where we stopped by after genting and before colmar. i missed those times. i just dont know why i dont want to go. maybe because, just because ( Read more... )

today was a rather interesting day! woke up at 6.30am, went to my mums office, took an hour and a half drive down to semenyih, did some off road driving, hiking, nature appreciation, met new friends and rode on a BMW superbike. sweet no? everything was done in practically 12 hours. came back home around 6.30pm. pretty fun ( Read more... )