is it strange
that i'm one hundred percent head over heels for a different boy
and yet i still have pictures of my past just below this entry?
i cant delete them.
it's apart of me.
it made me who i am.
but it is over.
one hundred and two percent over.
and i dont miss it one bit.
in fact,
i'm in love.
love love love.

its all i need.

as the story goes,
i fell in love with a boy.
so strange-
i had a dream a few weeks back that i was pregnant.
of course when i woke up i thanked my lucky stars that it was nothing but a dream.
anyway.
i went online to a dream dictionary to see what it meant:

"To dream that you are pregnant ( Read more... )

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i am now officially settled into my new home in hollywood.
and i fit in better here then i ever would anywhere else.
i am the happiest i have ever been, seriously.
and after being here,
it's made me realize how torrance is so absolutely colorless.

( take a look? )

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does everyone realize that i'm moving to hollywood on the twenty-fifth?

because i dont.

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i'm craving attention.

( well hello.
i'd like you to meet my husband. )

i love the fact that i dont have to try to be cooler then you.
i just am.

you pretend like you dont care
but you try too hard to pretend.

i love that.