I want to start using my LJ again but I am always slightly embarassed by my old posts. Jordan under 21 years of age was pretty effing annoying.

So basically my home was center of the gay drama universe last night. I was physically restrained by two guys so I didn't scratch a bald headed ho's eyes out. That's not all but I'm too lazy to finish.

"Do not wish for what you are unwilling to make happen"

"I cannot deny a part of me simply because I'd rather not think of it. It would become the missing link in my soon forgotten sense of self"

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i love hard candy and ellen page

"That's that whole nature versus nurture question, isn't it? Was I born a cute, vindictive, little bitch or... did society make me that way? I go back and forth on that... "

i think its a little of both for myself

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im absolutely terrified to go back to new mexico
i know its what needs to be done though
but let me tell you, im scared
very scared.

i am okay.
i will roll with the punches.
i will let nature take its course.
i will play it all by ear.
i will make no assumptions.
i will anticipate nothing.
i will not try to force anything.
i will not let it be a secret that i hope you fucking choke.

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN GAY BOY SCORN

i feel like genuine pain and suffering makes my mind much sharper and i do like that... there is beauty in it. i feel like if i was always in the midst of such emotional turmoil, i could be a great songwriter or author. i said something i thought was kind of beautiful so... here ( Read more... )

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