UH OH!i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

no one sees how it's unreasonable that i'm mad about being accused of something i didn't do ( Read more... )

i wish i was like everyone elsebeing unique is vastly overrated ( Read more... )

drug commercials make me sad.

like that one that's like "tell your grandma you didn't come see her because you were high" with the grandmother sitting at the table alone.

it makes me want to cry.
every time.

they won't stop screaming! in my head.

i'd look out the window to drown out the sound but there isn't one.

despite the absence of the lock on the door you don't go out.

but you can't stay in the room, where all they do is watch you breathe.

gotta check your vital signs!!!the acurate measurement of your pulse & heartbeat ( Read more... )

i think i'm often misunderstood.

yes, i do feel down sometimes.
yes, i do feel lonely sometimes.
yes, i do complain often.
yes, i seem ungrateful probably all the time.
yes, i do tend to dramaticize everything.

but that's not me.
(if there is one!)

i AM happy.
i AM grateful.
i AM not alone.
i AM in love with God ( Read more... )

i haven't slept in days.

i think its been longer since i've eaten.
i make myself sometimes but i'm not even hungry.

i have no energy.

i just want to sleep.

i just want to fall away from the world,
(as if it would notice!)

i just want to be left alone.
but i want to be comforted.
or listened to.
(neither of which i have acquired)

its not ( Read more... )

i've got ten thousand reasons
why it's better now.

i think it is mostly.

i've got ten thousand peoplei'd disappoint if i felt anything anymore ( Read more... )

"it's important to know, it was never me ( Read more... )

so heres what i was thinking today. in some class that i dont remember. language maybe. who knows ( Read more... )