all i want are some good decent friends. they dont always have to agree with me but i just need people that know wtf a friendship takes. im sick of drama. im sick of lies. im sick of bullshit. im sick of "hey lets tell everyone about this drama". im sick of people not being original. im sick of everything that comes with high school. i have never ( Read more... )

Soooooo tonight was okay. I just got really really depressed near the end of it. And it actually wasn't Cary's fault even though I pretty much made him feel like it. My mood has been outrageous lately. I cannot stay happy. I'll be fine, then the next minute want to have an emotional breakdown. It's driving me crazy. This going on isn't fair to Cary ( Read more... )

K so I rarely update this thing anymore and what's sad is I think a lot. But because I like keeping my thoughts to myself, I won't right them down and I simply store them somewhere and forget about them till something makes me think on the same subject again. I'm guessing this is because if people know your thoughts they fully understand you. And I ( Read more... )

Soooooo today was very eventful. Went to school blah blah. Came home then went to main street and got an awesome new person from Gypsy Heart. I like itttt. After that we went to the mall. Ash was singing in Claires and the lady there said something about it. So when we left there we went home then got ready to go to the movies. We met up with ( Read more... )

Soooooo I've had a horrible day. Woke up and my head was killing me so I skipped first period. Went to school because Jordan convinced me to. So I went to school. Class was class. Had a test in CAP I i think i passed it actually. so lunch was alright kinda weird. people were playing some weird game so i just sat there. then there was english. it ( Read more... )

I have a job. I'm babysitting three toddlers with Ash one night out of the weekend every weekend. We're getting paid $20 each. Pretty dern awesome. We watched two one year olds and one three year old all of which were boys. very cute boys i might add. I bonded with the brothers and Ash bonded with the other one. So I had a three year old and one of ( Read more... )

Soooooo yesterday I had Ashley over like I always do and we came home and found a bunch of sites with awesome clothes. Then at 7 we went to the movies and saw The Covenant. That movie was awesome. During it I texted Ashley which was really funny. Before the movie started, we were sitting in there right in front of these two guys and their mom. Well ( Read more... )

goth ones
crescent moon-ash
celtic pixie-meh

random ones>
hurrican-ash
gray beaver-ash
thunder monkey-meh
story-ash
scrout-meh

hippie ones
seed-meh
bee-ash

Soooo I've now been with Cary for three months. He came over and we just chilled in my room and that was cool. =) I love him so much and he's just great. There's a lot of drama going on but it figures seeing as how drama is what happens when you know Allie and Tony. So cool. I'm friends with Jordan again which is something I really didn't expect. ( Read more... )

( they said we're wasting our lives )