So at like two something I went to sleep. Woke up at three something to stupid phone calls. Turned the cell off went back to sleep. I had this fucked up like dream but it felt so real...like I don't remember anything except Cary and someone wanted to come over or something so they did and then I got really scared in the dream. After that I don't ( Read more... )

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So I was grounded for like two days and now im back!! cary and ash were my main peoples for the past few days. i dont feel like writing much so im making this a simple entry. saturday kyle is takin ash and i to the mall or something. so thats cool. kyle's cool. woo! head hurts. life's...fine i guess.

So today was a drag. The day went by slow and I had nothing to do at all. So eventually I started cleaning my room and stuff then Ash and I made plans to go to a 9:35 movie. So we went with her sister Jessica and saw Lady In The Water. The movie was alright I s'pose but we made it awesome. We just kept acting retarded and the guy behind the counter ( Read more... )

Sooo today's been annoying and stressful. I pretty much have been depressed the whole day. Cary, Brett, and Cary's little brother came over today. We all just hung out and then we freaked out because a bag was left inside which had some things in it that if my parents found they'd ban me from seeing Cary. So that wasn't cool. Then Cary saw my arm ( Read more... )

Thursday was a long ride out. Leaving depressed the hell out of me but I made it through. We met up with my grandparents, aunt, and uncle in Berea, Kentucky and found us a hotel. the hotel, I'm sad to say looked like shit on the inside. our room wasn't even clean. the wendy's we went to was just as bad. it really pissed me off. like a lot ( Read more... )

Sooooooo since my great aunt died I guess I'm going to Indiana for like four days. What fun. I'll be there from Friday-Sunday. Tonight I think we're staying somewhere in Kentucky. Bleh. I'm going to feel really weird being around a bunch of family that I don't know at all. And plus I'll probably be rushed and I don't do good with stuff like that. ( Read more... )

So today I went to a pool and took Sarah with me. It went with Sarah, my mom, and my mom's friend. My dad's band was playing so we all got in for free. Sarah and I felt so out of place and we were just like uhh well hmm. Eventually we got in the water and it was freezing. We froze our asses off. I knew a few of the people that were there. Like Rico ( Read more... )

So I've been listening to a lot of music today. Listened to some country, disco, rock etc. And I thought about it. I have a lot of respect for people who really feel the music they write or even play. Because if you actually think about it I better a lot of the artists don't even feel what they're singing. With some of them I probably feel it more ( Read more... )

I pretty much have three favourite bands at the moment. Breaking Benjamin, Flyleaf, and Secondhand Serenade. Oh my god they are wonderful. So I'm going to post a few of my favorite songs. One's by CKY but they're still not one of my favourite bands.

( So I thought-Flyleaf )