yesterdayso I'm grounded from my pc again so I'm having to write my entries in wordpad. Today was really fun for me. I woke up at 12:30 ate breakfast then called Allie. We made plans to go to the mall so I went and took a shower. Soon afterwards, her and her grandma came and picked me up. We got to the mall at like 2 and just hung out. We met up ( Read more... )

So I had Allie and Cary over today. Allie came over at like 9 somethin and woke me up so that was fun...heh. After a bit Cary came over and everything started out rough but then it got better. We hung out inside and then we went into the fields. Cary and I got in the water and my jeans got soaked. Pretty fun. Came back home. I changed since I was ( Read more... )

Soooooooo today was another blah day. I could not sleep last night. Ever since my friend tried killing themself and Cary talked about it I haven't been fully okay. So I couldn't sleep last night cause I was afraid something bad was going to happen. I kept thinking that I was going to lose someone or something. It really sucked. But I made it ( Read more... )

So my friend is okay from what I've heard. Thank god. Today Allie came over and I'm okay when I'm around people but I'm like I was last night. When I'm alone I seriously feel alone. And I'm like afraid of losing people right now. I'm terrified of it and I have no idea why. Maybe it's because of what all happened last night. Not just with my friend ( Read more... )

i had a great day today but then out of no where i found out that good friend of mine tried to kill themself. they slit their wrists and OD'd. I don't know what the fuck to do. All I can do is sit and cry and feel helpless. I feel like im dying inside. I feel so lost and helpless right now and I'm sick of there always being something wrong. I want ( Read more... )

K so today was a good day. I hung out for the most part alone and I was fine with that. I took my dogs out to the fields and got in the water. Then I showered. At like 9pm Cary came over and we went walking. Then we went into my grandma's house and attempted to watch Vanilla Sky but he had to leave. I noticed that when I care about someone a lot ( Read more... )

So my love Ashley is in Florida and nothing is the same without her. Things are more boring. So yesterday I hung out with Ambour and helped with the yard sale, then JT came over. We just hung around the house till about 4 which is when Sarah came over. We all jumped and then went into the fields and got in the water. Awesome stuff. After we thought ( Read more... )

Soooo I found this as on myspace in my inbox. I found it interesting so here you go.

( I'll run away with you )

This entry I dunno if it's worth reading or not but chyeah.

( Just like a star )

Sooo Allie left at like 11 something because she had to go to Asheville. When she left I talked to Sarah worked things out with her. Then talked to mah baby a lil bit. Cary came over for like five seconds to borrow my book Crank and Jimmy came with him. Jimmy is awesome. Out of Cary's friends I love Jimmy and Brett. So Cary left and I got ready. My ( Read more... )