I'd like to tell all those people who think that they are better than me that they're foolish and naive. Today some idiot said I was a bum. Well, I must say that remark in itself is equivalent to a bums rambling words. It makes no sense what-so-ever. They want to say "I'm going to go study" but even though I'm not studying, I'm getting entry ( Read more... )

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Right now I'm gonna download Madonna's The Immaculate Collection because, well, it's a wonderful CD and fuck all of you who disagree. Because, guess what, I'm right. Mhm, deal. *cough* I'm drinking a rum and coke and I think I'm also gonna DL Kool and the Gang - Summer Madness. It's such a chill song. I really need chill music these days. I ( Read more... )

So there's really no point in me stating the obvious. But anyway, it snowed today! *cheesy remark about dreaming of a white christmas* But then again, not so much. They called for 3-5 inches tonight... rather, by morning and it's now 3:15 and nope... nu uh. Who knows, maybe it's the universe funny little trick to snow when I sleep and laugh ( Read more... )

Ahhh... not a scream of any sort. Absolute insanity. I don't even know where to begin. I guess this should be short and "sweet ( Read more... )

So it's been a long windy wonderful road so far and I couldn't be happier that we've made it this far. For those who aren't aware, today is the day!

Chad and I's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!We've beenn thru so much and after one year, at this mark, we can see all that we've accomplished. Here we are in a nice apt with everything we really could want ( Read more... )

We're all moved into the apartment now and got the internet the other day (cable thru roadrunner). It was hell moving shit up to the 2nd floor but we did it (thanks Bonnie for your help!) I'm so happy guys. It's coming along really well. Just got some pictures to hang up and little things to add on here and there but so far it looks nice. It's ( Read more... )

WOW ( Read more... )

*big sigh of relief*

Well, where to start.

Tonight I saw Chad. He made the decision to keep his job over here and not throw away everything we worked hard for. He made the decision to come and see me after work. So lemme give a big "fuck you" to all the people who sat there telling me I was making him be with me. He told me tonight that it' ( Read more... )

He's left me and this feeling I have now is the most alone and crushing painful indescribable ... THING.. I've ever felt in my life. It is all my worst feelings and all my worst nightmares and all my worse physical pain rolled up into one and magnified. He is my better half and my soul. My strength to go on and change. Without him, I cease to ( Read more... )