I have so much going on right now. It's insane ( Read more... )

I have the flu. Arghhhh! Working 6 days in a row, 3 of them with school, and I feel like I'm on my beath bed already ( Read more... )

My life has changed. Something inside of me has just.. transformed into something I could never have imagined ( Read more... )

So this is what it feels like ( Read more... )

This is a letter to Mr. Almanza. My dear sweet soldier, Though we have known each other for years, it seems as though these past few weeks have shaped our relationship. There is a serenity I feel within you that I had overlooked before, and I am sad that I wasted so much time never getting to know the real Adonis. As you are leaving soon ( Read more... )

That was a ridiculous post.

So I deleted it.

:)

First Christmas without Ben. I have a feeling it won't be the last one. I think we're at the end. Two months ago we were fine. I was going out to New York to visit him, and he still wanted to marry me. Today.. it's a little different story. I'm wondering what the fuck happened and not getting an answer. I'm not a little girl anymore. So why do I ( Read more... )

Today sucks. It's Christmas Eve and I'm bored and I want to see my mom. lol. my phone is back on so thats sweet. oh.. and I'm in school! I start January 9th. I'll be a pharmacy technician in no time. sooner or later i'll be back in school to do something else though. haha. anyways.. i'm gonna go be unbored. i won't make you read about all my man ( Read more... )

I'm up, i'm up.. letto won't let me sleep cause she hates me. I talked to my mommy for an hour this morning.. It's her birthday. I'm supposed to call my brother.. but I think he'll beat me up if I call this early. Man I'm bored and have nothing to talk about. Chris is going back to UT-Dallas for engineering. That's cool shit. Okay this is stupid. ( Read more... )

Okay.. so maybe I am a little melodramatic. I'm a little crazy. I think I'm going to move back to az because minnesota just sucks. haha. It got down to 5 last night. What in the world are people thinking when they move here? They're on drugs, I swear. haha. I kind of want to move to Dallas because it would be awesome to see Adonis again before he ( Read more... )