so i can offically say that i have fucked up everything.. i hate it here.. and i have nothing left here.. so im ready to get the fuck out of here and seriously leave it all behind.. my family hates me.. oh fuckin well.. fuck em' i guess.. im a runaway.. haaaaa.. try and find me.. you wont! im just a fuck up.. and i could really care less i guess.. ( Read more... )

oh you know .. so im just sitting here listening to this new song ive never heard.. but for some reason i know all the words.. thats effin weird.. right monica? lmao.. whoa so yall wanna hear about my lil' road trip that i went on yesterday .. hahaha thats all i can do is laugh about it now.. i think its hilarious.. so i decided that i had nothing ( Read more... )

im just a lil' confused thats all.. weiird.. anyways so lindsey,robby,tony,justin and ash stayed here last night.. it was actually okay.. kinda boring.. but there wasnt anything else to effin' do..so ya know..i dont even know what i wanna write in here? oh well.. fuck it.. pce kl

spring break was kinda fun i guess.. i mean it wasnt spring break partyin at the beach fun .. but it was okay.. we were suppose to go to the beach this morning but we didnt get in till like almost 6.. i dont even remember gettin here i was so tired.. we went to Tommys for a lil' while after this party thingy and i def. fell asleep for i dunno how ( Read more... )

i am really bored and not all that tired , so i thought that id write in this thing..its good for times like this.. so tonight was really weird.. ive had maybe 2 hours tops of sleep.. so we went with chris for a lil' while cuz there was absolutly nothing to do and i was cravin a mountain dew hard core and had no ride lol.. so we just kinda drove ( Read more... )

so im def still awake and its 4 o'clock pm.. how crazy is that? i never sleep anymore.. i use to sleep too much i think..i guess thats wat i get now.. weiird.. anywho so i kinda felt like shit and the stupidest things just seemed to set me off last night...i did my lil' freakin out tho.. and i actually feel ALOT better.. well my hand kinda hurts a ( Read more... )

uhh the most kiLLer* headache EVER right now.. def. tryed layin down but of course.. i couldnt fall asleep..i effin' hate that shit! so i deleted all my old entrys.. got kinda sick of lookin at em' all they were really was me complaining about how shitty my life is and im kinda over it now.. im sick of feelin sorry 4 myself..i think everyones life ( Read more... )