whatever i never update this anymore. but im proud to say i lost 5 pounds today...in one day ;). i have one week to try to get a close to perfect body. on april 18th i have to have changed since february and look much much much better. hopefully close to perfect. in his eyes. if everything works out...next week will be the best week of my life. * ( Read more... )

wow i feel retarded because of the two last phil entries i wrote. (i deleted them) i think im going a little crazy ( Read more... )

I am officially the worst babysitter ever. i left with nick haha i told the kid i was going to make popcorn. and alysa came with meeeeeeee...and yea there are other reasons too but im not gonna mention them O ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a long time ( Read more... )

im in soo much trouble my parents are threatening to send to boarding school. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i just got arrested today and now mias parents are calling mine saying i was doing drugs drinking and sneaking out. and about the hotel party with doug getting back past curfew. mia is just trying to get back at me for getting caught today so she just ( Read more... )

It feels weird having a bf again ( Read more... )

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today sucked ( Read more... )

Well...maybe my weekend isn't so boring after all. I went to hawthorn with alysa then we went to matts house with scott. its nice knowing some vernon hills people. i learned how to skateboard ;) then we just hung out in his basement. at 8:30 we went to northbrook court for some reason i dont know why and it was boring as usual. jenny called and ( Read more... )

ughhh this weekend is gonna be soooo boring. everyone is out of town. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...and its a 4 day weekend. damnit why cant it be next weekend?

i wanna go to iowa :(