i like how when i am REALLY out there trying to improve myself and get in shape and look good, i still get made fun of for being overweight. seriously, i was jsut out for a damn run, can't people just leave me the fuck alone?

today's schedule:
8-9:30 training shift at red robin
11-4 dairy queen
4:30-? follow shift at red robin

fuck. and i still have homework due for next week's classes.

 so i now live in my own house with andrew and heather. things are getting easier, and i love having this house the way I want it. it's is a work in progress, and needs a lot of fixing up, but we already painted 2 rooms of the house, and are talking about getting started on a third. and the bathroom was COMPLETELY re-done last summer, so there is ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Melissa Stuckey...

you are greatly loved and missed.

I just spent about 10 minutes reading through some journals. Everyone seems to be trying to find some way to be happy, or get away from something. So if you read this, just do me a favor...

Breathe.

my house is cold.
my feet are like ice.
the team needs work.
we have competition on sunday.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow.
i want to sleep in.
my hours at aero suck.
ill be working 2 jobs in about a week.
and people on american idol cant sing.
andy can.

i invited you in my house,
would it be so hard to invite me into your plans?
please. just once. k. thanx.

i just went back and read my entries i wrote from when andy and i first started dating. 2 years ago that was all we talked about. andy and i this and andy and i that. seems like forever ago. we were always happy just spending time together, and guess what...things havent changed. i still love every second spent with him ( Read more... )

who wants to come play in the snow with me?
♥

im skipping stats today. it wont help me pass my final if i go. and even if it would have, i doubt ill pass the class. i am looking forward to starting all over at occ next semester. tomorrow is my official last day of school. i have a final on thursday and one on the 13th. i have a quiz in rhetoric today. final class of history tomorrow. i will ( Read more... )