guess what! im updating. pablo this ones for you. big shout out to all my homeslices. speakin of slice, this guy that goes by "jones" sent me razors in the mail with a note that says "HINT HINT!". i didnt get it, but i skinned some carrots and made an excellent pot pie with it. i call my special recipe pot DIE. alex is as good looking as they come ( Read more... )

its 2:58 AM. the standard bedtime for an emokid is 4 AM (when we stay up late it gives us to wallow in our own self pitty by ourself) so i have about an hour left and i decided to update. i decided what to ask for for ANTICHRISTmas A "tickle me emo". when you touch it, its eyes turn black and it srhivles up. little emo hates human contact, and it ( Read more... )

so i was eating at jims today with my friend (imaginary) called rocksteady. we both ordered coffee. i like mine black, like my heart, but he put cream in his. i yelled at him for being a poser. anyways, i watched the cream swirl into the cup and lighten the color to a more charamelish hue. why can light illuminate a dark room where im trying to ( Read more... )

So i went into thundercloud yesterday. Its conveniantly located right next to starbucks which i recently learned is from seattle. no wonder i like it so much; it was spawned amongst darkness. Anyways, i walked in and was going to have the usual roast beef and onions,hold the sauces, on white bread when i noticed the guys tats. he had sleeves and ( Read more... )

Garth commented on my last update. he said i was too emo. is this a competition garth? the emo cup? nobody is as emo as i am so dont shine on my parade...rain on my parade instead. this live journal is a thorough expression of my feelings so get off my pierced nuts. i got 15 more lip rings today, but it was just to feel the pain because i took them ( Read more... )

antidepressents. prozac. whatever. ive been thinking about those. im supposed to take 3 different types every morning and 2 more at lunch. fuck em. i spit them in the water fountain! how fucking emo is that. this guy named ian, he says hes gonna kill me with his mac10 on dubs or something like that. he yelled hollywood for life bitch as he was ( Read more... )

today i wore a gas mask. i breathed misery into it for an hour straight and had to take it off when i got light headed. im still torn apart by the opposite sex. candy ripped my heart out and fed it to the dark wolves of the night. she is tearing me up inside. do i like it or not? would anyone notice if i just disappeared? my shadow probably wouldnt ( Read more... )

my mood is like the weather...drizzly. im just so depressed. i wish i could look like benji from good charlotte. i tried to do the eye shadow thing but my mom mom took it away. thats why im depressed now. is this worth hanging myself over? feedback plz. while sippin on my last venti soy chai latte with heavy whip, i wrote this ( Read more... )

hey it's rahm. this is my life.