I've seen love go by my door ( Read more... )

I never knew love could hurt you so much, even when you both are in it. Actually I think things would hurt less if we weren't. So I'll take the pain. It's part of the deal anyway.

woot 21.

sooooo... I dont know how to say this fancy or anything like... but uhh... Julia and I are engaged. We proposed (yes, we... highly unconventional we are) a little while back, and got rings this week in San Francisco. Now, not to worry, no wedding till we finish school (2 years or so) but I thought I should let you all know, seeing that you are ( Read more... )

Sometimes you're just, well I'm not going to call it luck, but you find another person, another human. And then sometimes you dont know where you stop and they begin. Just as likley it would have never happened. And it's work. But nothing like it exists. Beautiful, joy complete. And silly, silly words take no hold on the real thing and itself ( Read more... )

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

I feel kind of sick. Not the kind of sick you get when you are actually ill, but more the kind when you are just a little disgusted. Well I cannot claim to be happy with myself, and I say this first before I make any wild claims about anyone else. Because really, all I know for sure is my own. I can only guess what goes on about others. So why ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/ignoranceisfatal

yeah i finally got one after all this time...

mostly to read other people's stuff...

less to see the pictures...

not at all to keep a real journal...

Ventura College theater. November 10, 11, 17, 18 @8pm November 12, 19 @3pm. Our Town. Admission $7 general $5 students (bring student ID) I play the role of Dr. Gibbs. Come see if you would like. If you want to see me after the show, come to the green room. (Exit the front of the theater and go to your right where the double doors that say Circus ( Read more... )

I thought I might put in a few thoughts before the fifth of November is over.
I have been living different latley, although much of my normal life remains.  It seems to me I can see what I have always looked at but never observed till now.  I dont me a revelation or epiphany, I mean I simply see a dim reflection, where i saw only a shadow before.  ( Read more... )