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l33t_h4x0r Aug 27, 2012 20:14

I'm going to be working 4-7, 11-7:30 pm three times this week and I'm still not moved into my new place. That's right, 5 hours of poor sleep three days this week, if I'm lucky. Shoot me ( Read more... )

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The past 24 hours has been interesting.

l33t_h4x0r Aug 19, 2012 09:01

After I got off of work, I showed a co-worker to the cigar stores in New West, his friend had a son and he wanted to buy him a cigar. I had originally thought about staying out and going to the gym, but realized that I hadn't packed adequately. So I went home.

I saw my friend I'd been fighting with today. I was surprised he suddenly decided he was ( Read more... )

Work is going well.

l33t_h4x0r Aug 12, 2012 09:54

Just felt like doing a general rant. I'm worried a little about my mental health. It's become pretty obvious I'm addicted to sex and self-medicating with it. When I'm not pursuing sexual activity or working, I'm struggling to get enough sleep and keep myself fed. I've been looking for a place to live recently and I found a pretty nice place out ( Read more... )

I had a dream

l33t_h4x0r Jun 24, 2012 14:26

I dreamed I made up with my friend at a party and it was all a big misunderstanding where he thought I never tried to call him. He hinted that getting frisky might be in the future. My dream-self breathed deeply of his scent on the back of his neck as he passed me by. I am pathetic...

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It's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all.

l33t_h4x0r Jun 19, 2012 05:36

I'm so fucking sad all the time. I don't have any idea what to do about it. It's really hard to just keep going. It's all I can do some days just to keep my eyes lifted up and keep looking. I'm so lost in this misery... my vices are getting worse. I'm doing more dangerous things again. I just wrote something like 2500 words on the subject in my ( Read more... )