Comments | l33t_h4x0r: So horribly depressed.

l33t_h4x0r

So horribly depressed.

Jan 24, 2006 09:29

I seem to have lost my way again. I've been feeling less and less chipper, and then I re-visited a lot of painful territory yesterday morning, and it brought me back to the emotional state I was in during the things I was remembering ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 25 2006, 02:15:47 UTC

I feel these wildly improper impulses

why are they improper? by whose standards. if you're feeling them ignoring them on someone else's judgment is a bad plan. ignoring any part of yourself for any reason is a bad plan. represion makes things flower, its true.

acknowledge your feelings accept them and learn to live in harmony with them. find ways to deal with them. you can't be wrong, its your life. everyone else has to live with you, not the other way around.

its cruel, but if people dont fit you, toss em.

and most importantly, good luck :)

whytdraek January 25 2006, 06:44:37 UTC

We all have improper impulses.

Every now and again I get this crazy urge to step into traffic, just to see how far I would fly.

That's not normal, and that's not healthy. Not every impulse will be.

thanks guys. l33t_h4x0r January 27 2006, 08:38:15 UTC

They're improper because I have no right to persue her that way. I can't give her my heart, as near as I can tell she's not really interested anyway, and she just had a messy situation of the same nature with another friend.
-_-
the thing about me and impulses is I almost always follow up on them, sooner or later...

but I'm seriously thinking about bartending in Wales for awhile. I'm going to start trying to track down the information I need tomorrow...

Anyway, I appreciate that the two of you are thinking of me. Lots of Love.