tonight i broke rule number one, and because of it i wanted to die. You can only pretend so much, try so hard, and be an ass so far before you break down and pretend that what you once knew to be true was but a lie...i was meant to fall so far.

oh man, world are getting closer... and on top of that there might be conflict between rival groups... oh tragic day.

( Some Stuff i said )

...im riding it out as best i can but i want off this day ( Read more... )

Is human nature inherently subjective or objective? We are oft lead to believe that humans are by nature curious and scientific, that we desire knowledge and underststanding, but is this really true? What evidence is there? I’m hoping to explore this a little further today. Many of these public beliefs stem from our already collective societal ( Read more... )

David wrote this for me a while ago, i used it, i am removing it but posting it here in an effort to preserve his work, which meant a lot to me and still does. Also its up for debate and feel free too add to or change/disagree with any of the points mentioned ( Read more... )

I have used this journal mostly as an avenue for personal analysis, writing mostly of myself and my actions, their respective hows and whys. Now however i have become aware of the damage that this journal and peoples general understanding of me may be causing.  I would like to keep it, in fact i would like to keep what im doing and expand it to ( Read more... )

Perhaps youve noticed and perhaps you havent, but all my posts ever have now been made friends only, except those which were private, those will remain as such. All my posts will be public for the month in which they are posted. This should allow those who dont have LJ acounts or whomever chooses to read my journal to continue to be able to do so ( Read more... )