i feed my brain continuously. But its still not enough. I school, I work, I read and nothing. I crave more... time. But i dont know what else to do... indeed there seems to be nothing else i can do. Work more efficiently? But how if my recreation isnt so. Bah.

Ugh, just took my first exam for statics, a tedious class. I dont think it was hard, and i think i did well. Disaster is afoot, these are the usual suspects.

"Feelings" (Emotions) as an instant gratification subsystem of the human animal. (in terms of chemical interaction).
I.E. Painting X is beautiful, i enjoy looking at it, good feelings and endorphin release.

 

Mon 07/25/05 1,2,-,-,-,-,-,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24 ( Read more... )

I used stickies (post-its) to hold a daily todo list for myself (for the tedious things like DO LAUNDRY, that were unnecessary to add to my palm) however, i have since had to expand to index cards, going the long way. I often wonder, at the end of my day, how i made it through.

Heres a question going out to anyone who reads my journal. In the past ive considered OCRing books, into ebooks specifically for classes. The process is time consuming but the investment can pay off if enough people are interested. Note i have no intention of selling these books. Just mitigating book costs through technology ( Read more... )

why does my life fall into place so well? It is fucking crazy ( Read more... )

you know youre doing something right when some random guy, whom youve obviously never met walks up to you after staring for several minutes, just to shake your hand, and all the girls are looking at you mean, because youve gone too far... the guys wish they were you and the girls think youre deplorable... man being me is damn fantastic sometimes.

I need dialogue at work, i simply cannot get by on a slow day without it, its driving me crazy. Powerful, deep and involving it need not be, but conversation is a must. When i was antisocial (and remain to a small degree on occasion) i could go the entire day without human contact with no quip or wail for attention, but alas those days are largely ( Read more... )