The time is coming, quickly. I've been waiting for this time for quite some time now, 3 years. I'm moving on Thursday...out of this state, to South Carolina ( Read more... )

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I don't know if it hurts more to not hear those words because shes not on..or for her to be on and just not say them..all I know is it hurts either way. I'm sure she'll have a reason for not saying bye or anything..but thats not the point. For the past two years I've woken up each day looking forward to hearing those simple words. Simple, yet they ( Read more... )

Got our phone bill today and I got yelled at because all my calls to Jess come up to $20, but most of the calls were 1 minute calls because theres no answere and it goes to her voice mail. So, I was told I can't call as much anymore..which means we probably won't ever talk...AWESOME! My mom said she can call me...right. I haven't talked to her ( Read more... )

The hell..my main computer crashed yesterday, so therefore I won't be on much due to this computer being in my moms room and it not being totally takin' over by..ME! muahaha. Anyway, yeah..it's quite gay, I have to figure out a way to attempt to get some files off that drive..such as pictures, AIM Logs (over a year and half of them), and some other ( Read more... )

Well, heres the deal my peoples that actually care...I'm moving in August. Yes, that soon. Not even I expected it so soon. I'm selling my car and will use that money towards a new and better one once we are moved. I'm a bit worried about moving..even with all the entries I have made about how all I want to do is to see Jess, now that it actually is ( Read more... )

*waves* Hi everyone..it's been awhile eh? Things have happened. Some I'll mention, some I wont..just because I can do that and you can't say a thing about it :). Lets see..where can I start..I don't know ( Read more... )

Yeah..I'm still alive..if anyone wondered or anything. Not all into the whole journal thing lately. Lot has been going on, mentally and emotionaly at least, rather not say exactly what in here for everyone to view though, ya know. Ecspecially when anytime I do, someone has some stupid ass comment..and usually don't wan't to say it was them or admit ( Read more... )

I was gonna go to bed like 2 hours ago..and I would have, except I found myself sitting here just thinking back..but I'm really too tired to talk about what I was thinking and what not, all I really have to say is...I REALLY love Jess..yeah, I do..

Goodnight.