Well I have no job right now, and as weird as it may sound.. its kinda liberating at the moment. I like it but dont. I will say this though.. it is helping me think clearly about what I want and need in my life. i dont have alot to say on things right now.. because I dont want to jinx or screw anything up. So I am just leaving it like that for now ( Read more... )

Ok usually I dont do these, but i feel this show deserves a little something. One i want to say there was quite a good turn out for the show, I mean considering it was 10.80 how could u not. but the new station did a great job of getting people there and great bands ( Read more... )

ok i want real feedback on this ( Read more... )

My car broke down... I had to walk home !1 I just got this car.. its not new by any means but FUCK!! i thin it's the engine... because it wont cran over or anything!! i'm just gonna crawl into a hole and die!! see ya!!!

UGH!!!

I'm so over it. You know I finally let my walls down and basically let all be known about how I feel and what do I get but rejected . You know what I'm done, over it and anyone else that tells me they love me. the only people that do is family and the friends that are family to me. Other than that.. dont say it! I dont wanna hear it. I'm done walls ( Read more... )

why are people so insecure ..you know its sad when someone calls you because you are friends with their other half, threatens you and doesnt even now you! Whatever!! i have never been in secure with anyone in my life that I have to go through someone's phone, emails, and anything else this person may have to see what they are up to. People do what ( Read more... )

I thin I ahve officially become burnt out again! i dont want to work.. i dont want to do anything! I just wanna be me and whatever that is! ugh! anywyas Ijust wanted to check in with everyone. tell them that I miss them and love them! and hope to see them soon! well off to Bowling!

luv ya bye

Ok so i went to CA for the weekend. I left Friday straight from work. Lisa and I went to meet a friend of hers at CityWalk at Universal Studios. It was fun.. we went to Hard Rock Cafe ( which if you know me.. I HEART that place), then we went to this place Called Saddle Ranch.. which is a million times better than Gilley's ( Read more... )

well they came back.. my diabetes, thyroid, most of my hormones and heart all came back ok ( Read more... )

first and foremost i want to thank the people that actually cared about my birthday! means more than i can put into words. i love you more than anything! it meant soo much to me ( Read more... )