[Private]... *awkward blush* That is an interesting way to get over the hurt. Effective, I suppose, but certainly not what I was expecting. But who is to say you won't find someone else to share that intimacy with..? Well, not that I would know your absolute feelings on this, however, don't you want to someday share that with someone..?
Well! *twitchy sigh* Now I won't have to assume what's going on ebhind closed doors when I think of you. *humorous tone*[/]
[Private] *smiles nervously* I...You know it will be effective, Mikami-kun. I mean, if he isn't here then we can't do what we were planning and I won't be hurt, because I am sure he would have been the one who...
I don't want to think about it anymore, it won't happen...
*sighs* I suppose I will, but considering recent events, I will take a long time before I even approach that point. I mean, I loved Light more than anything, and now that he is gone I can't help but feel so fragile...so I need to go slow. I kissed you, which is fine for the moment, but I am not thinking of anything beyond that with anyone.
Mikami, you're the only one I feel close enough to in order to feel anything for, and only because I know you leaving me is not going to happen. I said pretty harsh things to you and you...understood?
Long story short, yes...one day I want that, but not for a long time, even if I am already 50 when I get there...though I can't really age...*shrugs* Nothing happened ever, expect once...but I will spare you...*smiles then bites
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[Private] Then let's push it from our minds. *smiles comfortingly*
Heh.. I was.. just trying to be optimistic for once. Besides, the basis of a good, healthy relationship is the ability to start out slow and work towards eventual physical passion. Having a relationship that began solely because of physical desire isn't much of a relationship, now is it? *nods, contemplative* Being fragile; that isn't a weakness at all. Honestly, I don't see that as fragility; instead I see that as strength to want to go slow. To be able to wait for anything...
Though I can't deny some of the things you said to me hurt, I am not offended at all by the fact that you feel close to me only because I won't leave you. I wouldn't leave you ever, L. You're my first friend, and my best at that.
I love the way you think; L. It is.. oddly romantic, if you don't mind me saying. But then, you already know my feelings on your thoughts, so I doubt I even had to mention that...
[Private] Fine, we're pushing it from our mind...we can focus on each other...*smiles*
For once? You are always the one trying to look on the bright side, which is so strange considering you have seen the tragic things I have also had this misfortune of seeing, like abused children and wives. Yet, the whole Kira thing was the point in my career that forced me to see the worst things I have ever seen, and you were on the side of the murderer...so maybe terror is in the eyes of the beholder, like beauty. I still think you are beautiful. *smiles* Anyways, we will go slow, because I am sure even if we wanted to be faster we're stuck at a stand still because we're both so cautious. Well, and I don't think we're actually dating yet...so we can be sure what we feel is real...I think it is but...I think many things. *sigh* You think I am strong? Oh, you'll say anything to make me feel better...*grabs hand and plays with it, spreading fingers and closing them* I always loved hands...they seem so...interesting. *brings it to lips and kisses
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Well! *twitchy sigh* Now I won't have to assume what's going on ebhind closed doors when I think of you. *humorous tone*[/]
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I don't want to think about it anymore, it won't happen...
*sighs* I suppose I will, but considering recent events, I will take a long time before I even approach that point. I mean, I loved Light more than anything, and now that he is gone I can't help but feel so fragile...so I need to go slow. I kissed you, which is fine for the moment, but I am not thinking of anything beyond that with anyone.
Mikami, you're the only one I feel close enough to in order to feel anything for, and only because I know you leaving me is not going to happen. I said pretty harsh things to you and you...understood?
Long story short, yes...one day I want that, but not for a long time, even if I am already 50 when I get there...though I can't really age...*shrugs* Nothing happened ever, expect once...but I will spare you...*smiles then bites ( ... )
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Heh.. I was.. just trying to be optimistic for once. Besides, the basis of a good, healthy relationship is the ability to start out slow and work towards eventual physical passion. Having a relationship that began solely because of physical desire isn't much of a relationship, now is it? *nods, contemplative* Being fragile; that isn't a weakness at all. Honestly, I don't see that as fragility; instead I see that as strength to want to go slow. To be able to wait for anything...
Though I can't deny some of the things you said to me hurt, I am not offended at all by the fact that you feel close to me only because I won't leave you. I wouldn't leave you ever, L. You're my first friend, and my best at that.
I love the way you think; L. It is.. oddly romantic, if you don't mind me saying. But then, you already know my feelings on your thoughts, so I doubt I even had to mention that...
...*squeezes his shoulder*[/]
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For once? You are always the one trying to look on the bright side, which is so strange considering you have seen the tragic things I have also had this misfortune of seeing, like abused children and wives. Yet, the whole Kira thing was the point in my career that forced me to see the worst things I have ever seen, and you were on the side of the murderer...so maybe terror is in the eyes of the beholder, like beauty. I still think you are beautiful. *smiles* Anyways, we will go slow, because I am sure even if we wanted to be faster we're stuck at a stand still because we're both so cautious. Well, and I don't think we're actually dating yet...so we can be sure what we feel is real...I think it is but...I think many things. *sigh* You think I am strong? Oh, you'll say anything to make me feel better...*grabs hand and plays with it, spreading fingers and closing them* I always loved hands...they seem so...interesting. *brings it to lips and kisses ( ... )
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Walking is rather...difficult.
[OOC:Raidou had a speacial situation at work...^^;;
Hence his rather un-formal answer]
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*nervous smile*
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