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it snowed.alot.fun times.it started in com-tech.and then i wanted to skip careers to play in it with shanda.buuuut decided that was a pretty stupid idea.so then we sat in class and listened to the teacher talk about women.and our rights and stuff.and..is it thursday or wednesday, a motivational speaker is coming in.im tres excited.i've always ( Read more... )

at least i understand now.sure it hurts.like hell.but i understand.so at least i have that.i suppose.there isnt much point in writing in here.so im going to go.sorry for that sad attempt at a post.bye

it wont take long i promis and i'll love you forever..just dooo it ( Read more... )

so-o.there isnt really a pint in writing in here.because i have absolutly nothing interesting or even non interesting to say.so be warned it will be a huuuge waste of time to read this entry.since it will be all me rambling on about nothing impiticular.but ye.so i didnt end up going to beaverton today.everyone was either semi-shopping or working.* ( Read more... )

what with people begining to talk to me now.*sigh*.this one guy added me who i havent talked to in forever.and then this other guy started talking to me tonight.wieeeerd.guys in general are being weird tonight.*sigh*.oh well.im oh-so excited.shandi made my other journal look so-o pretty.she made it match the picture thing i have.and.yeah.its really ( Read more... )

so im not as strong as i thought i was.i thought i could handle it.obiously i was wronge.i couldnt keep it together.for the most part i wouldnt care who saw what.but when we were standing there and they came to talk to us.and saw me.oh well.nothing i could have done to prevent that.all my classes dragged on.shandi and andrea offered to skip second ( Read more... )

its amazing how quickly things can change.how sure of everything i am one minute.and then how totaly and uterly confused and upset i am the next.i dont know what to do.i guess there isnt much i can do now.its to late.what done is done.i am honestly one of the stupidest people i know.i dont know why im writing in here.its not going to change ( Read more... )

wow.today was really good.i mean reaaaaaly good.lol i dont think i've stoped smileing all day.i honestly dont think i've been this happy in over a month.wo0t.even the hole classes part wasnt that bad.math was greaaat.lol.annnd i think shanda and i might be going to beaverton this weekend.only saturday.but yeah.funnnnn.lol.im so.hyper.gah.lol.but ( Read more... )

hey mr/mrs anonymus poster, people are feeling left out on your hole 'mean' comments, lol shandi is interested in getting some.so dont restrict the comments to derek and i, expand the playing feild.byee<3