I hate how I feel like I only have Tyler to depend on lately. I've never been the type of person to put all of her eggs in one baskey and I feel like I'm being forced to and I hate it. I'm not saying I don't have friends, I just don't know how much I can depend on them anymore. Everyone's going through a drifting period again

it was tyler's birthday on thursday. It wasn't that great of a night for us, but I love him, and he's nineteen now. I'm just starting to realize how seriously i should take this relationship and how much i really care for him. it's a weird feeling and at times i find it overwhelming but i'm starting to get the hang of it, i think. we've been in ( Read more... )

finished reading running with scissors, magical thinking, and dry this week. all three good. I was a little late in reading them, but whatever. doesn't matter to me. I want to read sellevision now, and some david sedaris. I started reading lucky, by alice sebold. i just bought it tonight and so far, it's good.

it's mine today, this is sort of exciting

these are all recent and i love a lot of these people soo much.



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my mouth hurts. everything i write on here ( Read more... )

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i love these girls

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i want these sooo bad


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