Just woke up a little while ago. Sammy leaves tomorrow. Today is the last day that I can really talk to him on the phone. I'm so sad. I miss him already. Well, I did miss him already but now I'm REALLY really going to miss him because for three weeks I won't even be able to talk to him on the phone. It's going to be so depressing and lonely..all ( Read more... )

Christmas wasn't that great. I got a laptop and I'm watching Bad Santa. Those are the highlights of my day. Other than that. Christmas was a disaster. A lonely fucking disaster ( Read more... )

I'm on my way to Boynton Beach to go visit my family again. Yeah, the crazy old people. It's alright though because I leave on Sunday soo I won't have to go entirely insane ( Read more... )

I had Algebra II and English midterms today. They sucked and I think I did really badly.

And tomorrow I have the Chemistry exam. Eww and I probably won't do well on that one either. I have some extra credit to do..so yeah I'm going to do that. Peace out ..

Sam is coming tomorrow!! Oh my effing god. I'm going to diieee when I see him. I'm so happy. AH!!! I hope everyone is happy withhh mee!!!! YAYY!!!!

By the way.. and as if that wasn't fun enough! Gabbylicious is coming down in Eight days nigggaaa!!!

Oh my, oh my there's so much love here <333

I'm ready to Fuck! I'm Uffie of course!

Today I'm leaving my Aunt's house in Boynton. And I'm going back home. ughh I really don't want to go to school tomorrow because exams are this week and I'm going to go crazy because I have no idea what I'm doing ( Read more... )

He was supposed to go home tonight. To Jersey. I've heard lots of flights are delayed and cancelled. He was supposed to call me when he got home. He never did. I guess he won't be coming home until very late or tomorrow. I'm sad. I really wanted to hear his voice. I love him so much. I won't be able to sleep tonight. I feel it ( Read more... )

Everyone's got their own issues. Mine are miniscule compared to others'. There's no point in writing about them. Everyone knows. There's nothing that can be done except to wait. Wait and cry. Cry and sit. Sit on my bed and watch TV until December 25th. That's all I can do. And that's all I'll ever do because I am here. I am here and I am alone. And ( Read more... )

Waiting for my plane at 10:30. Goodbye New Jersey. Hello Ricky and Lucy. I love my cats. They're the reason I come home.