1. ONE WISH ( Read more... )

so this has been a really boring journal for the past month...i guess it's because i haven't updated it haha....all i do is work. that's pretty much it....although today i did have a day off and i went shopping with alyssa and laura. i love them...it was good to spend time with people. i haven't really been able to do that. i also went out to ( Read more... )

today was a day i needed. i had the day off and spent it with friends. and even though i got really frustrated and wanted to scream at someone at one point, at the end of the day it was so much fun. people just came to my house and we talked. i laughed my ass off for most of the time which was definitely needed. i almost forgot how much fun we ( Read more... )

Tell myself, on the ride home ( Read more... )

i dunno what's wrong with me. i can't even explain how i feel. confused i guess. i dunno.

so this past week all i have done is work. today is my first day off in a week. i guess that's good cause im making a lot of money, and i like that. It's good to have money. But im exhausted, and confused about so much i don't even know what to do. My body is tired from working it to death, and im confused because i feel like a different ( Read more... )

this week has completely flown by! i don't even really know where it went and the funny thing is is i only worked 4 days. I don't know what happend to the other 3. When im not working i really don't know what to do with myself. i love having something to do all the time, and when i don't have anything to do i just kinda sit and am like omg what ( Read more... )

what a wonderful day! i woke up at 11...just hung out for most of the day....went to lunch with kaleigh and amy...went shopping and bought some new clothes and talked a lot with alyssa....went and got a WONDERFUL dessert from Bucca with my brother, linsey, katie, michael, chase, and robbie....then hung out at hamiltons house with some super fun ( Read more... )

I feel like im so at peace with everything, but yet im still questioning so much. My head is filled with all these thoughts and questions about everything, that i don't know where to begin with it all. Im so happy, but im confused, and i don't even know what im confused about, i just feel confused. This confusion has led to fear. Fear of the ( Read more... )

A- Age of 1st kiss: 18 ( Read more... )