Carlos sat on the couch, trying to look as comfortable as possible. The soft couch felt like a beggar stool that attracted the judgemental glares of ruthless passer-bys and he knew that every little action he made betrayed his anxiety ( Read more... )

This blog has turned fictional

I am sitting in whispers cafe again and I ask myself why things are as they are. There is a film crew here and they are doing some kind of student production. Basically you get 2 jocks picking on some kid and all 3 of them are laughing while pretending to jostle on the ground. The police woman is, once again, on the phone talking to her friend ( ( Read more... )

This makes me recollect so many things.
I think I would still like to play the piano for people I love.

Its coming on christmas
Theyre cutting down trees
Theyre putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on

here ==>  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeoZU6J4LIo

As some of you may know, I am taking a conversational italian class this semester. In a sense, this is a really easy class. There is no real homework because writing is not the objective of the class. The syllabus for the class is so loosely defined that we do all kinds of really crappy stuff. For example, one week the professor decides to screen ( Read more... )

Nicole and I got mugged by 4 guys and I got punched and cut. But I am fine. Do not worry for me.

love

Recently, I have been convinced that what people mean to us is nothing but a small mind game we play with ourselves.

(nothing buts always seem to trivialize or cheapen things, but that's just because we are not strong enough to face up to the nothing buts in our life)

There are some people in my life that mean a lot to me. My family, my friends, my ( Read more... )

i remember the stupid program... he breaks a glass, they turn off the lights, and desperate-for-eight-dollars-an-hour-punks walk around with a mirror and a lamp and make you look at your reflection and ask you "what exactly do you want to achieve ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've ever seen something so beautiful yet so brutal. It's like a nightmare that you never want to wake up from. I guess that even in Man's darkest moments, there can be self-conjured kindness. So magic does exist, in a sense ( Read more... )

He always looked like he was in euphoria, but deep down inside, he never was ( Read more... )