So Happy Memorial Day as well! I'm really not sure what to write about... I don't have to go into Target today so I'm excited, I hate working there! Selina is going to make waffles in the morning, yummy!! and Karmel and I are going to spend some well needed time at the park because I haven't been able to take him out in a couple days. I should ( Read more... )

One of these days I'm going to go to the airport and buy a random one way ticket to somewhere, anywhere... just go and when I get there I'll either like it or hate it... if I hate it, I'll buy a ticket back home if I like it... I'll settle, for a little while anyways. The way I figure it, if I plan to go somewhere it's so stressful making sure ( Read more... )

So strangely I miss Amanda, I mean the Amanda she is now I don't care for the same way as the Amanda I used to know a couple years ago. I don't know what it is but it just awkward... I mean if she came back now I'd still treat her like shit and never want her back but at the same time I miss having her around ( Read more... )

So I can't believe that June is almost here... I think I've put on more weight than I ever took off which makes me feel hugely uncomfortable when I go to the pool, so I rarely go in the day. I finally got my fafsa crap finished and sent in and hopefully within the next couple of weeks I'll go sign up for classes. I think I've found a place to ( Read more... )

So I haven't wrote in a couple weeks, things have been interesting to say the least. Nothing has really been going on but I've been thinking a lot. I've been questioning the idea of whether I'd be happier keeping my sexuality away from my co-works/school mates or not... I mean I try my hardest to hide most of the tendencies I have just because I' ( Read more... )

So I got a job offer at Sears today... it's crappy pay and it sounds like it's a pain in the butt job b/c they set so many goals you have to meet or you're fired without warning. I need to money so I'm taking it but the hours are from 9:30am to 5pm, and working 11pm to 7am at the hotel is going to be hard when I'm working both. I'll find a way to ( Read more... )

Have you ever kept telling your head something that your heart and soul won't believe for anything? It's kind of difficult... it strikes you at the strangest times and there's really nothing you can do about it... except keep telling your head and hoping it will work!

i'm very stressed out right now, i feel like i can't do much now that i have 2 extra bills each month so today i'm going out job hunting (something I can make about 500 a month or so just to put in savings) also today i'm going grocery shopping which i don't mind grocery shopping because i know everything i buy will get used... it's not like going ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went and saw Alice in Wonderland with Jeramy... not sure what I thought about him completely but he seems like a pretty nice guy. I think we are getting together to dye Easter eggs on his birthday (April 2nd). That should be a blast, I love dying eggs and I didn't get to last year because of school/work... I'm also going to Marcia's ( Read more... )

So I'm busying working instead of celebrating St. Patrick's Day... again, just like last year-same place same time ( Read more... )