So last Tuesday I slept with Curtis, I'm not even supposed to be his friend but when I went to his place I met a whole different person than I knew. I know it was only a one night thing but I actually started to fall for him. It's so strange b/c sex was absolutely horrible but he was so cute. I can't believe I let myself get that attached we ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get my new puppy... less than 2 weeks and he will be here...
woohoo... I'm so flipping excited!!!

Karməl Stipanic
born: March 14, 2009
miniature beagle
red ticked chocolate tri colored
I love you already baby!!!

I want what Harvey and Sabrina have... I wish happily ever after was easier to find! I'm getting ready to settle down and not have to worry about anything but normal life stuff... like how the bills are going to be paid... how we are going to be able to afford food this month... who's going to do the dishes ( Read more... )

i miss him when i drink, it makes me not want to bring some random person home with me.

"I'm not the type of girl you should keep running after."

"Then stop running!"

I just wish I had someone that loved me! I really love that white horse song from taylor swift... I wish I could do that right now... that's kind of how I feel but for some stupid reason that I don't understand, I still let him try to catch me... I hurt and all I want is something to fix it...

I am hugely confused right now... I just want to run away, if someone was to follow me then I would know they were the person I should be with right now. I don't know what to do, I just want to be happy for a little bit... too bad everyone I am with just makes me feel bad b/c I'm also with someone else. I hate my life! I want to give up and ( Read more... )

I really am a fuck up... I have nothing going for me when I feel like this... Giving up is so much easier! I don't know what to do!

It's not very often I write in here but I feel like shit and nothing seems to be getting any better right now. I hate the fact that Montana always makes me feel like shit when I go home, he pretends to care while he's drunk and then never wants me until he's drunk again. I love it! I love being part of his game when he knows how much it hurts me ( Read more... )

I'm getting a tattoo on the 17th, I'm really excited. I still miss Montana!! I don't really know why he just stopped caring but I wish he wouldn't have. I wish he would hold me just one last time! I miss Drew, I miss being upset and being able to play with Drew and things become better! I'm crying!! I want him back so much... Montana that is ( Read more... )